*Thoughs, Ponders, *

This is a continuation of my earlier post but yet a variation, talk abt oxymoron eh.... i have many times envied the joy my frens go thru....all they do is slack all the time, they dunt have to worry abt pleasin the managers dnt have to worry abt curbin and maintainin all expenses to a budget....all they worri abt is homework impendin exams and assignments....its such a charmed life,....mine i worri abt all tat plus the worries of work....the irritatin retail hours, the fuckers tat are also known as customers, havin to please colleagues, havin to act in favour of managers and so forth and even worryin abt sales so tat come end of the month i have a commission......

all these juz for the lewd thing called money which i heard makes the world go round, is all this worth it, is havin more money to spend worth havin to go thru all this shit and lose valuable time of ya teenage life, issit worth throwin myself into the adult world while i am yet a juvenile??? i will no doubt do this in tha future but i will neva be a teenager again....as it is i m in the final year of my teenage life and life sand slippin outta my fingertips it has all but totalli slipped out and i am hopelessli grabbin onto it while tryin to work and study and hopefulli do well in both, i have done it twice, can i do it thrice>? all these is not about me sufferin or wat, i am havin a gr8 day juz to clarify stuff but its seriousli been on my mind, evrytime i get sum muthafucker screw me juz coz he/she is a customer i got half a mind to ask him take his fuckin money fold it into four and stuff it into his arse and if he wanna complain tha name is MeL do it bitch.....but the five lettered bad word stops me from doin it... well life goes on and even NS is impendin....how nice is tat.... o well i have learnt in life tat wateva happens its all good and tat learnin to move on and adapt is much smarter than complainin and lamentin, and tat evry step in my life is a lesson learnt and evry small decision i make can affect the path of my life,

P.S juz the blog before this i was sayin i was like a kid again today, but
hereagain i started soundin like a blady adult again.... :P lol i muz be the
most confused kid/adult arnd....:P